CHRISTMAS, DANCING, AND MOTHERHOOD--SPECTACULAR!: "Sixteen years later, my life is much different than it was in my first season. I have a wonderful husband and the cutest baby boy.... I am so excited to join the group of Rockette moms. These women have been so incredibly supportive throughout my journey....".

• Author: Farrell, Melinda
• Position: ENTERTAINMENT - Christmas Spectacular Starring the Radio City Rockettes

THIS YEAR will be my 16th season performing in the "Christmas Spectacular Starring the Radio City Rockettes." I cannot help but look back and reflect on my journey and all the wonderful opportunities this dance company has brought me. I grew up dancing in the Washington, D.C., area and I trained at my mother's dance studio extensively in the tri-state area. After a childhood growth spurt, every dance teacher I met told me I was going to be a Rockette. After watching them perform at the Macy's Thanks-giving Day Parade, I knew that I wanted to be a Rockette.

I auditioned when I was 18 years old and still recall the day so clearly. I remember the exact leotard I wore, my sweaty palms, and the sense of excitement I was feeling. The audition process is intense. Rockettes must be proficient in ballet, tap, and jazz. Hundreds of women come to auditions and the line to get into Radio City Music Hall wraps around the building.

Over the course of two days, the hopefuls are taken through multiple dance combinations, including kicks. The audition is structured in a way that not only showcases the dancer's technique, but that individual's attention to detail. The directors and choreographers are looking for dancers that have the ability to adapt rapidly and execute the choreography with precision since choreography is taught very quickly in the six weeks of rehearsals leading up to the opening of the "Christmas Spectacular."

My audition experience was special because a handful of us were hired right there in the room. I called my mom afterwards in complete shock and all I could say was, "We did it!" After all of the dance classes, the trips to New York, and the incredibly hard work, it felt like we, as a family, had accomplished this together. I would not be a Rockette without my family. They believed in my dream every step of the way and I will be forever grateful. My mom and dad have seen me perform every year and it always is a thrill to see them in the audience as I dance onstage at Radio City Music Hall.

I have learned a lot since my rookie season. I never will forget the feeling I had walking into the first day of rehearsals--I was so scared of all the unknown... and in awe of the veteran Rockettes, who were so confident and beautiful. I quickly learned that I had nothing to be afraid of. Teamwork is paramount with this group and everyone was incredibly welcoming. Dancing alongside strong, empowered, confident women has helped me to discover those...